Sunday, July 13, 2008

qinrawks says:
melly
qinrawks says:
i miss you
qinrawks says:
haha
melly says:
WEIQIN I MISS YOU TOO!
melly says:
):
qinrawks says:
anyway
qinrawks says:
i'm so scared we'll just grow apart
qinrawks says:
until we're not friends anymore
melly says:
NO THAT WON'T HAPPEN!
melly says:
i won't allow it
melly says:
we'll meet up often for lunch and study breaks alright?
melly says:
(:
qinrawks says:
haha
qinrawks says:
yeah but still
qinrawks says:
you nv know

the reason why i can't move on with my life. mentally that is. i like where i was before.

oh gosh i really miss my class.

anw it's upsetting how ugly the world is turning into. when we have to use looks for a selection criteria. how screwed up are we exactly, when outward appearance has to account for so much. i won't deny there aren't days i wished i were slimmer/prettier but sometimes i think the world around us encourages that kind of thinking. haha ok i shouldn't blame everyone but myself i have issues i have to deal with too.

i'm appalled. call me a spoil sport or whatever i don't care i'm sticking by what i believe in. and no i don't take it as a compliment, i'd be ashamed to be a part of it.

all the signs were there to not go. i asked God for a sign and He gave me so many but still i ignored them and paid. well a $72 lesson. next time i WILL listen.

watchin u;
at 8:27 AM